Below are the 15 most recent journal entries recorded in Iluvatar's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, September 13th, 2005
2:12 am	divide the number of friends you have by 6. Count through the list by that number and say something you like about each person you land on. 12/6=2 5killz (AKA Fragnarok): This guy just seems like he knows how to amuse himself. Gamming, Pictures, whatever; he knows what he's doing and why. Dancer4Jesus: This girl has a heart that would bring a tearful smile to Christ's eye. Not always self-assured, she sounds like she's still figuring things out; not because she's a slow learner, but because she's got the humility and wisdom to KEEP learning. Dmarling: This girl is one of a kind and I abolutely love it. She can experience joy to it's fullest extent, being thankful in Latin for all that is good in her life and finding beauty in the simplest and most facinating things. Even through this neo-hippie joy, she reveals an acute understanding of the hardship and saddness in life, and the clouds remind me of how blue the sky really is. menekhti: Sometimes I wish I were this guy. A laid back english Stoner who's studying history. His life sounds like what Epicureus would sound like when high. mistys_surfer86: I really admire this girl's social life. She has close friends with whom she develops a real connection, but also has casual friends who she befriends just for the connection with annother friendly human being. I've never been good at that, and I think the world would be a much better place if friendship weren't such a closely guarded commodity. slythy_vixen: Wow, I could go on for much too long about this one. First of all, I love the name Lexi. She's also among the most beautiful girls I've ever seen. If a child became a goddess, She would look a lot like her. Her command of language is also breathtaking. I've never seen such powerful beauty and compelling grace in writing. If I ever came face-to-face with her, I might lose strength in my knees, which would be a good excuse to hug her. Zefferus: This guy seems like he's enjoying life one day at a time, which is how it should be done. He seems to keep his life simple and contented, though he occasionally shows that he recognizes life's complexities and sublteties through surprising insight into his life as well as other's. I suspect we could get along well. Current Mood: friendly Current Music: Mozart's Symphony No. 25 in G minor - Allegro (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, August 22nd, 2005
3:36 am	Light the Smallest Candle you can find in a dark room. See how bright it is and how small. Stare at the flame Watch it dance Beautiful. Turn the light on. Feel your eyes ache. Look into the bulb bulbous blinding. You think you need that? Stop trying make your world brighter. Stop staring into the light. Look at the world. Watch it dance. Beautiful. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, April 18th, 2005
10:48 pm	cogito, ergo sum that is all that is certain. Remember that you are not certain of anything and that, being human, an enormous portion of your beleifs are false, flawed, or misguided. Time, and only time, will reveal where you are justified and where you are misguided. Nothin will ever be totally clear to anyone, and you will always be a victim of your illusions. If you're certain in your beleifs, that's the worst illusion of all. Remember Socrates and Descartes. Question everything. Challenge everything. "Uncertainty. Like opening your eyes in a dark room, and closing them again." Kurt Cobain Current Mood: contemplative (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 17th, 2005
4:24 am	The sky is so clear tonight, it's so calm before the storm. All the stars shine so bright, like the world has been reborn. spring, summer, fall, winter... and spring sleep well, nature. I'll be watching over you. you are my greatest love. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 16th, 2005
2:05 am	All your base are belong to me the above phrase will soon pass from the language. this is sad. I shall make a shirt to commemorate it. vineyards nature gone civil so many vines staying in lines so many lines making wines that men may walk in crooked lines civilization gone wild grapes the sneaky bastards the wine country is so inspiring I love Napa Current Mood: amused Current Music: sweet jane- cowboy junkies (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 29th, 2005
1:26 am	Le Monde Only the dead see the end of war. -socrates I am in a world of Shit, but I am so happy to be alive. the dead know only one thing: It is better to be alive. -Full Metal Jacket m-i-c k-e-y m-o-u-s-e Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Mickey Mouse (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 13th, 2005
11:41 pm	I love everything. It is my greatest skill. what's your most valued skill? (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 26th, 2004
2:08 am	"Only the dead see the end of war." -Plato "War is over, If you want it." -John Lennon Someday I will log on to this journal and say "happy christmas, war is over." but that day is not today. I doubt it will be a year from now either. It may be many years from now. Men will be dying on that day, too, but not as many, which is all we can hope for. I look foward to the peace the future will bring, and am happy for the peace I have now. Therefore "Merry Christmas" Current Mood: optimistic (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
5:48 pm	IV. DEATH BY WATER PHLEBAS the Phoenician, a fortnight dead, Forgot the cry of gulls, and the deep seas swell And the profit and loss. A current under sea 315 Picked his bones in whispers. As he rose and fell He passed the stages of his age and youth Entering the whirlpool. Gentile or Jew O you who turn the wheel and look to windward, 320 Consider Phlebas, who was once handsome and tall as you. -T.S. Eliot, The Wasteland Current Mood: Morbid Current Music: Confutatis Maledictus (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 30th, 2004
10:38 pm	I've been looking at beautiful pictures for an hoooour. People are beautiful. The earth is beautifull. Audrey Hepburn is beautiful. (Comment on this)
1:50 am	What do you love? whaatever it is, tell it so. I love you all. good night Current Mood: loving Current Music: terra firma (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 28th, 2004
7:07 am	After it rains, everything is quiet. the noise fades and what we should be listening to begins to suround us: Silence. First learn to hold it in stillness, then you will learn to weild it with grace. Wang Du Lu, Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon First listen to silence, then you may understand sound. Current Mood: Facintated (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 27th, 2004
5:26 am	No point or opinion in either direction. Just to think about. What first made you think there was a God? Aristotle insists he proved it. Descartes insists you can't. Rusell insists there isn't. <---Consider that this icon is a nebula, not an eye. Coincidence? Consider that things decay. Divine Order? Whatever the case, It's obviously not a simple question. I really don't know. What do you think? Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: trying to hear God (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 25th, 2004
2:15 pm	the man on the moon is Gay The moon is never so beautiful as when the night is cloudy. It is surrounded by a rainbow halo, and I realize what beauty is within every ray of light. I hope the world can be so beautiful when shining through me. Current Mood: amused (12 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 24th, 2004
3:49 am	"In the begining there was God... And God said, 'let there be light', and there was light." -Moses, Genesis 1 "Behold, Iluvatar dwelt alone. Before all things he sang into being the Ainur first... and dwelt among them, teaching them all manner of things, and the greatest of these was music." -Tolkein, Book of Lost Tales "Nature the originator, Physics the controler, and Time the destroyer power everything." -Unknown Chinese Sage Current Music: Shhh, listen. (3 Comments |Comment on this)